Monday, March 15, 2010

Chai Moments

I find that I spend less time trying to figure out people than I used to. Now, I just shake my head and think to myself: not my problem. Upward and onward I go.

I find that I do not long for the things I once longed for. Rather I live in the here and now and find myself content.

I find that what I need is what I want. I no longer want what I do not need.

I find that things are busy but within reach. It's all about taking it one step at time.

I find that I have grown. Others have not. Their deficits do not consume me.

I find that I still have many mountains to climb. If I believe in myself and listen to the advice of others, I will get there.

I find that I can do this if I try. It's not going to be easy, but I am finding my way.

I find that there are so many out there who care. I do not embrace the friendships of those who do not care. Not anymore, at least.

I find that with time and distance, all things are possible. A problem can arise if you take too much time, the distance is a hard climb-back.

I find that my days are long, but short.

I find that if I do not jot down things in in my calendar book, the weekend of 19 June is going to be overcome by having to send regrets, even though I have already paid.

I find that what I needed to know has been learned. The rest can be ignored and/or forgotten.

I find that I am loved more than ever because I love myself more.

I find that I miss my mother nearly as much as I miss Bubie. Mother is still with me. I abhor that I have to miss her because of distance and time restraints in our lives.

I find that my heart is open and my cup has been run over with joy. I am grateful that I have an open heart and a life to love.

I find that I can do more than I thought and less than I hoped for.

I find. I really do. Sometimes a piece of sea glass, or a spare fabric sheet. It's hard to know what I will find when day breaks each morning.

Well, I find that life is good. Perhaps it would have been easier to have stated this from the start.

Have a great weekend. Go out and do something nice for someone else.

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